He says he was
relieved to discover he had cancer. He gets in the ring with men half his age –
and surprises himself by sometimes winning. They call him the "crazy foreigner"
but, as his coach, doctor and others testify, there's method – and much heart –
in this expat boxer's madness.
A temple fair, Chaiyaphum province,
and the early-evening crowds are distracted from the hawkers' stalls by the
spectacle of a farang furiously exchanging blows with a local. Standing toe to
toe, sporting the padded headgear used by amateur boxers, the pair punctuates
the evening's muay Thai schedule with a heated slugfest that has the throng
hooting with excitement.
Midway through the final round, the
young Thai fighter seems incensed. When his Caucasian opponent moves in close,
he shoves him away and launches a flurry of wild hooks clearly designed to
effect an abrupt stoppage. Luckily for the farang, though, none of the punches
connects, and he counters with a combination that sends the Thai boxer
stumbling back onto the ropes.
The bell sounds and the glistening
combatants embrace and return to their corners. The 200-strong horde
surrounding the temporary ring awaits the verdict. The referee hoists the
farang's arm. His Thai opponent drops to his knees to elaborately wai his
bemused vanquisher, who looks faintly embarrassed by the gesture.
The muttering crowd falls silent as
the victor's trainer removes his charge's headgear; the foreigner looks twice
the age of his challenger. Brushing perspiration from his bald pate, he makes a
little bow to the amazed audience.
"I was pretty surprised when the
referee raised my hand. It's a good feeling,'' says American expat Wilson shortly
afterwards.
The 46-year-old is an unusual
addition to any fight bill, particularly one in a small village in northeastern
Thailand. "I'm routinely the only foreigner in sight and it doesn't faze me -- I don't
even think about it.''
The vivid Thai script adorning his
boxing shorts proudly announces that Wilson
is "farang ba'' (crazy white foreigner). The nickname was coined by Wilson's trainer and has
stuck ever since.
"It's a title which I wear with
honour,'' he says. "It's a very strange sport for me to have selected, I
admit. I do it because it's a challenge every time I climb into the ring.''
New York-based film-maker John
Sullivan seized upon the self-deprecating nickname for the title of his
documentary about Wilson,
which recently completed its rounds on the international film-festival circuit.
I ask Sullivan about Wilson
when we meet at a Bangkok Film Festival screening of Farang Ba. He shakes his
head, rolls his eyes and confirms: "He's crazy. The film is his story told
through his words.'' And a memorable tale it makes too.
Wilson says he was a bit
of a wimp at school, preferring the library to the sports field. While he
rarely exercised, hitting the books won him prestigious slots in America's
finest schools -- Yale and Harvard law school. This eventually set him up for a
job with White & Case, a law firm in his hometown of Washington, DC.
But when an opportunity arose with the Asian Development Bank in the Philippines, Wilson, fancying a change, grabbed it.
Shortly after he'd departed for Manila, his overweight
father died of a sudden heart attack. After the funeral, Wilson took a good look at his paunch and
decided to change his sedentary lifestyle. "I thought, `I'm on that same path.
I've got to do something about this'.''
Seeking a gym, Wilson studiously avoided the obvious
choices: plush hotel facilities and expat health clubs. Instead, hoping to meet
some local characters, he found a gym called the Elorde Sports Centre in the Manila suburbs. A boxing gym formed the heart of the
complex, which made Wilson
wonder whether this was the right place for an unfit lawyer. But the trainer
there encouraged him, saying: "We're not going to make you into a fighter, but
the workout would be really good for you.''
Wilson takes up the story: "So the
trainers had me jumping rope, doing sit-ups, and learning the basic punches --
and it was indeed a good workout. So the day finally came when William
[Develos, Wilson's
trainer] said, 'Well, you've learned all the basics, it's time for you to start
sparring.' I didn't want to look like a coward, so I said, 'OK, I'll try it.'
He put me in the ring with a professional. I was no threat to him so he just
played with me. I lasted one three-minute round; I don't think I've ever been
so tired in my whole life. But I climbed out of the ring and I was smiling. I
said, 'Can I do it next time?'
Wilson began to steadily
acclimatise to the ring.
"The day came when I went back to
my corner and William wiped me off and there was blood on the towel. And he
said, 'You have a bloody nose. Do you want to stop?' And I said, 'No, I want to
give him a bloody nose.' That's when we realised we had created this monster.''
Wilson began boxing as
an amateur middleweight when he was 32, an age when most fighters are
considering retirement. His first serious bout took him to an open-air ring in
a Manila slum to fight a policeman. Wilson decked his
opponent twice in one round; it was enough to secure his first victory.
"And I think it was probably the
happiest moment of my whole life. I don't think I've ever felt that completely
on top of the world.''
Wilson continued
competing every couple of months and began immersing himself in the sport. He
befriended the Filipino national boxing team, even serving as their honorary
manager at the Barcelona
and Atlanta Olympics.
He returned to the States in 1991
to rejoin White & Case, unaware that the fight of his life was imminent: He
was diagnosed with ulcerative colitis, an incurable bowel syndrome which
renders the sufferer weak and anaemic due to internal bleeding and constant
diarrhoea.
Although he was initially able to
manage the disorder, his condition deteriorated after he transferred to Bangkok in 1994. The
unpredictability of his bowel movements began to seriously disrupt his life.
"For the four years I had colitis,
my ability to do sports decreased over time. The last two years I wasn't able
to do anything. How can you do road work when you have to rush to the bathroom
20 times a day?''
Then doctors discovered a cancerous
tumour and told Wilson
he'd have to have his colon removed. Languishing in hospital as he underwent
chemotherapy, Wilson
was certain his boxing days were over. But he was determined to focus his mind
on achieving a full recovery.
"I needed a goal to get back in
shape, although I wasn't sure I'd be able to do much of anything again. Because
boxing seemed so unlikely at that point, my goal was to run a marathon. I set
myself two goals: I would run the entire distance; and I wanted to break five
hours.
"I succeeded in both: I crossed
the New York City
marathon finishing line in four hours, 56 minutes and 22 seconds, having run
the entire 26 miles [41.8 kilometres]. Even crossing the line, gasping for
breath, [the thought] clicked in my mind, `If you can run the marathon, you've
beaten cancer'.''
But the tumour had left a permanent
legacy: he had to be fitted with a colostomy bag. A jarring scene from John
Sullivan's film graphically illustrates Wilson's
routine of changing the small plastic pouch inserted into his abdomen. Said Dr
Bruce Orkin, Wilson's
surgeon: "The major issues these people deal with are body image and the
feeling that they're chronically ill because they have a colostomy. This can be
devastating to many people.''
But a testament to what John
Sullivan calls Wilson's
``indomitable spirit'' was his ability to see the positive.
"I'm probably the only person,
maybe in history, who was relieved to discover he had cancer. I know that
sounds really strange, but the colitis was out of control and I had lost hope
of ever getting it under control. Having the pouch meant that I no longer had
to run to the bathroom every five minutes on a sudden overwhelming urge; I
could begin to lead a more normal life again.''
Wilson returned to
training about six months after his operation. "It just felt so good to get back
in the ring. I felt as if I'd found a long-lost friend.''
But how dangerous is boxing with a
colostomy bag? Wilson
had discussed the risks of direct trauma to the area with his surgeon. "I'm
sure he takes some precautions but you can't limit your life too much,'' said
Dr Orkin. "You have to do the things you want to do; and Craig is a great
example of that.''
Before stepping into the ring, Wilson tapes the
colostomy bag to his body, and keeps it snug against his skin with cycling
shorts and a foul protector designed to protect against low blows. Even so, he
concedes: "If I lived in the US
and wanted to participate as an amateur boxer, I don't think I would be allowed
to at all, given my medical history and the fact that I have a colostomy.''
Back in Thailand,
Wilson boxes
competitively and works out every day. At the end of today's workout, his
trainer, Decha Boonkamnerd, puts on a glove and Wilson leans back against the ropes. It's
time for what Wilson
calls his "punishment''. The immense Thai ruefully smiles and then proceeds to
deliver 20 rapid, punishing blows to Wilson's
stomach. It's an extraordinary spectacle, particularly if one is aware of Wilson's condition. After
enduring two more series of punches, Wilson
exhales hard, nods to his trainer and says, "sabaii!'' (I'm ok).
Later, he explains that this "punishment'' is an essential part of his regime. "The way I make sure my
opponent doesn't hurt me is by making my stomach strong enough that I don't
worry about getting hit there.''
Says Decha, Wilson's trainer since 1998: "Craig is 46
years old but he trains like a 20-year-old. He'd be able to compete in national
tournaments but he's over the age limit.''
Wilson explains that the
relationship between a boxer and his trainer is a tremendously close and
dependent one. For his part, Decha says: "I've never met another American like
him. I'm not just his coach; not just his friend. It's like we are family.''
Wilson says the best
aspect of boxing is the friendships it has brought him.
"I've met some wonderful people in
Thailand
from poor backgrounds, from agricultural parts of the country, whom I'd never
have crossed paths with [otherwise]. The Thais are delightful; they're one of
the most gracious, hospitable, friendly people I've ever met.
"I've learned a lot about Buddhist
culture, a lot about the way Thai people look at life. Our backgrounds are very
different, but that doesn't mean you can't have a very nice friendship.''
One of Wilson's best friends is local TV star Maytee
Amornuittikul.
The pair began sparring together
after Wilson
spotted Maytee at the warm-up gym at the International Stadium in Chachoengsao
and noted that the actor was of a similar weight.
Maytee initially dismissed Wilson's pugilistic
proposition. "I thought that he was just joking or something. The fact is he's
a good fighter. He works very hard and he's damn good. A normal guy would never
do that, so he's unique -- and very crazy.''
A wise-cracking camaraderie
developed, with Maytee nicknaming Wilson "Panda'' after gracing him with two black eyes. Prior to fighting each other
in an exhibition bout in Bangkok's
Bang Khun Thian district on HM the King's birthday two years back, the pair
exchanged gifts. Wilson
gave Maytee a stuffed toy _ a chicken. In return, the actor presented him with
a pillow and the warning that he was going to need it. Maytee then proceeded to
deck Wilson in
the fourth round.
"I wasn't hurt,'' says the expat. "I was ready to keep going, but the referee decided that maybe that was enough
for a 45-year-old.
"Maytee is a much better boxer
than I am. Fighting guys half my age, I don't expect to win. I want to win, but
to me success is being able to climb in the ring and do my best. Whether I'm
the one who wins at the end or not, ultimately doesn't matter.''
Dr Orkin thinks Wilson is an remarkable individual. "He's
conquered cancer and here he is boxing, travelling all over the world,
interacting with all kinds of people, working full-time. I take my hat off to
him.''
John Sullivan is similarly
impressed: "I've known a lot of professional boxers who've sparred with him,
and they say that he has more heart than anybody they've ever faced in the
ring. He's really an amazing man.''
Wilson's now pushing
half a century; for how much longer can he keep boxing? Decha, whose judgement
he trusts implicitly, has promised to tell him when the time comes to hang up
his gloves.
Says Wilson: "I've promised him in return that
when he does tell me that, I'll accept it. I won't argue with him. I won't try
and ignore him.''
Part-owner of the Sports and
Martial Arts Centre in Bangkok, Wilson supports the Thai national boxing team
and plans to help create a sporting programme for youngsters. Sullivan says Wilson's involvement in
community activities is typical of the man's selfless attitude.
When he finished editing Farang Ba
in New York, the film-maker mailed a copy of
it to Wilson
and waited anxiously for his friend's reaction.
"I could hear the joy in his voice
when he called me from Thailand,''
Sullivan recalls. "And he said, 'If I could get one person to get up off the
couch and do something that they felt they couldn't do because they had to
overcome something, then it's all worth it to me'.''